intense light.

The kids and I went to the Farmer’s Market recently.  It was a beautiful morning, and after walking the street lined with plants, produce, and homemade baked goods, we ducked in our favorite little French bakery for coffee, baguettes, and pain au chocolates.  At the booth just outside of the bakery, we purchased these strawberries to round out our breakfast.

They were lovely.  Bright red.  Piled high in a nostalgic little wooden basket.  I tried hard to get a good shot of them, but I was really struggling with the position and intensity of the sunlight.  I tried all kinds of things to improve the shot, but nothing seemed to work — the light spilling in from the window next to our corner table was just too bright.  The shadows too dark.

Intense light reveals intense darkness.  It’s like that in photography.  It’s like that in life.  Isn’t it?

The funny thing is there are many things technically wrong with this picture, but I like it.  I like the way the light makes the berries shine. The way they sit ready to be eaten by eager little hands.  The way they remind me of a slow morning walk where we must have looked like a mama duck leading her little ducklings, littlest one lagging behind.

Close-up photography does something almost unexplainable for me.  It takes the littlest and simplest things — the ones that seem almost insignificant — and elevates them into treasured, frozen moments that remain with me for a lifetime.

small.

I heard something several months back… can’t remember where, though.  It went a bit like this:

Be simple, hidden, quiet, small.

This quote reverberates in my mind often, particularly when pride rears it’s ugly head… when arrogance & selfishness threaten anything pure… when flesh wins over spirit… when I sense that I am striving… when I lack a contented heart… when my restless soul wants to run… when my energy reaches its end… when I’m serving out of my own strength.

Today, I read a post by Lysa TerKeurst which, for me, followed a reading of Richard Foster’s Celebration of Discipline.  Both raised so many thoughts on humility, being hidden, quietness, smallness, solitude, submission, simple living, and service.

Mind racing, soul penetrating thoughts. 

Wanted to share a few of them today in this quiet, small space of mine.

From Celebration of Discipline

Without silence there is no solitude.

The purpose of silence and solitude is be able to see and hear.

… infatuation with natural human powers and abilities without any dependence upon God.  That is the flesh in operation, and the flesh is the deadly enemy of humility.

From Lysa’s article “Don’t Despise the Small”

I see the place from which humility is birthed.  That glorious rare quality that doesn’t take too much credit.  That knows real success is laced with upward glances, bent knees and whispered praises to the only One. The One.

The small we should not despise.

The quiet nurturing taking place, the unfolding, the stir beneath where none can see.

But for the soul that has tasted small, humility becomes their richest fare.

Oh the beautiful gift of small.

Small isn’t a belittling of one’s calling nor an indication of one’s future.

Small isn’t what keeps us from that grand vision.

Small is what keeps us for that grand vision.

Words help me, and I am thankful for what the Lord revealed to me through their words over the past few days.