a small reflection of God’s glory.

“”We can take pleasure in God because He takes such pleasure in himself, and then from that comes His pleasure in all of His good works, which would be all of creation.  But if we shortcut that and are going after the pleasure in God’s creation, then that becomes idolatry.  Every creation of ours, no matter how glorious it is, is just a small reflection of God’s creative glory.

Noel Piper

friday on foot… a lesson in good gifts

I spent a lovely Friday morning on foot.

When I woke up and made a little sense out of my task list for the day, I realized I could get all of my errands done right here in my own little town… and on foot.  What a treat!  That isn’t always possible since I live in a place where the standard mode of transport — especially during winter — is the car.

But you miss so much when you’re driving around.  The tendency during this season of Advent is to be too busy, running around as fast as you can checking things of the ever-growing “to do” list.  I’m not a big fan of feeling that way, but I have the great ability to create that kind of environment around me if I don’t deliberately find ways to slow things down.

Getting out of the car is a great way to slow things down!

I first walked over to the Post Office to mail a Christmas package.  The line was definitely longer than usual, and a considerate gentleman offered to give a very impatient lady the two stamps she needed so she wouldn’t have to wait in the line to buy a whole pack.  She protested so loudly that everyone turned her way to listen to how she couldn’t possibly take the two stamps and take advantage of his generosity.

Pride is such a spectacle, isn’t it?  As detestable as it is, why is it so hard to recognize it in our own lives?  We are all prone to it.  Apart from Christ, it is who we are.

She finally accepted the “free” stamps, attempting many times to pay the man in return for the gift.  Her gratitude was somewhat reluctant.  And aren’t we sometimes that way with Christ?  Reluctantly accepting His gifts and vowing to find a way to pay Him back… as if we ever could.  The price of Grace has already been paid.

I left the Post Office and walked up past the town Christmas Tree to the Bank and the Library and back down through the Village Green to the local Toy Store.

I remembered that I still needed a couple of teacher gifts, so I walked in.  What a fun little store!  It was full of color, noise, life and whimsy.  I found the two gifts I needed and made my way to the counter to pay.  The ladies working in the store cheerfully wrapped my two packages.

The colorful packages beg to be opened, and my children have already tried.  But not all gifts look that pretty.  Sometimes gifts come wrapped in lovely or whimsical paper with shiny, curly bows.  Other times they are wrapped in burial cloths, stains, and heartache.  In Christ though, they are all gifts.

Difficult to comprehend, but true nonetheless.

Of His many gifts to me this year, many have been wrapped in less than desirable packaging — in mediocrity, in discipline, in struggle, in death, in pain.  Yet in Christ, they are precious.

“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming own from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.”

James 1:17

Before walking home, I stopped into the neighborhood bistro for a bowl of soup and cup of coffee.  I sat at a little wooden table nestled between an open window and the crackling fireplace.  Between bites of soup, sips of coffee, and words on the Kindle, I lost track of time and nearly forgot to pick up my children from school.

A twinge of guilt came upon me.  Who am I to have the ability to spend my time so leisurely?  And then in my spirit I heard His voice saying, “Sit still for a bit.  This is my gift to you, one that you should not let your pride or expectations steal away.  I’ve already paid the bill, so that you are free to enjoy Me every moment of every day for all of eternity!”

grateful.

The Monday morning after Thanksgiving weekend finds me awake early, sitting in the dim glow of the freshly decorated Christmas Tree.  It’s quiet… for now.  No one else is awake.

Our weekend was quiet, peaceful, refreshing… Thanksgiving dinner with a family we’ve come to love dearly… Friday and Saturday spent around the house… and in the yard… and at a park… Sunday spent relaxing… listening… learning.

When the 1000 Gifts iPhone App released last week, I quickly loaded it.  I had already been snapping these photos and jotting the thoughts down on scraps of paper and sometimes here, so it made sense for me to combine the two.

For me, it’s quite fun (and sometimes challenging) expressing gratitude through pictures.  The app itself is nice — a little sluggish, but easy to use whether you record with words, pictures, or a combination of both.  It easily posts to Facebook, Twitter, and Flickr.

Here are a few of the gifts I’ve made note of lately…

Monday, November 28, 2011

  1. For kindness-filled words
  2. For a season of delicious clementines
  3. For adding the leaf to the dining table… making room for friends
  4. For simple words that promote deeper thinking and faith stretching
  5. For aprons that you look forward to putting on
  6. For little girls to pass recipes down to
  7. For quiet evenings spent together
  8. For the little hands that build train tracks through Bethlehem
  9. For the technology that brings great truth straight to wherever we are

kingdom come

My children and I always talk about how we live in an Upside Down Kingdom. (Any other Ann Voskamp readers out there?)

Life here on earth doesn’t look very much like God’s Kingdom unless we, the ones who love Him, live upside down lives. Lives where the least is the greatest, the humble are lifted up, the poor are rich, the last are first, the servants are the leaders.

When someone cuts in front of you in the lunch line at school, God’s Kingdom comes when, instead of being angry, you extend grace to the other person and then delight because in Christ being last in line never means being last.

I meet a lot of people here who remind me that while the Kingdom of God is coming one day when Christ returns, it is also coming today when the lovers of Jesus stand and serve one another, manifesting His love and grace to those who need it. And don’t we all need it?

Yesterday as the men met together planning and dreaming of what God may do in Mukono, a woman named Betty worked long and hard preparing a delicious meal for a school full of children, the workers at the church, her own family, and us.

She didn’t order a pizza or warm up something in the microwave. You can’t do that here. Instead she stirred large pots of beans and rice and sweet potatoes and matooke and pumpkin.

She roasted chicken and made stew over little charcoal fires in a building off to the side of her house.

She worked for hours on this one single meal, and to her side was her 2-month old baby, Peter.


I watched her wipe the sweat from her brow. I wanted desperately to jump in and help her cook, but I didn’t how to do it the way she does. So I cradled little Peter and we talked about how similar our lives are despite how different our cultures are.

And we talked about how different are lives are because we do come from different cultures.

But in Christ, we are sisters, a connection that not even the fiercest powers on earth can separate.

She stirred, I swayed with Peter. The servant was the leader and I watched the Kingdom Coming.

And I begged God to let His Kingdom come in me and through me…

“Your mercy come
Your justice come
Your will be done through us on earth
Your healing come
Your peace will come
Your will be done through us on earth.”

~Shaun Groves, Kingdom Coming

edited, originally posted here.

 

returning.

My husband and I returned from our trip to Africa last week.  Returning always causes me to go through an adjustment phase… a new normal seems to form.  And this time, the wicked combination of jet lag and Daylight Savings coming to an end has left me feeling particularly tired.  Please don’t laugh if I tell you that I can’t seem to stay awake past 9 p.m. these days.

Despite the fatigue, I am slowly returning to my usual rhythm of life… for instance

  • One morning this week I woke up and realized that Thanksgiving is next week… wow!  I love Thanksgiving… it’s easily one of my favorite holidays!  We are having some dear friends over for Thanksgiving dinner this year which excites me greatly, and I am looking forward to cooking up a feast, but I probably ought to schedule a trip to the market…soon!
  • And then, of course, Christmas is around the corner.  I began my gift shopping yesterday because I am NOT the girl who loves to shop with the crowds.  Normally, I would be finished with the bulk of my gift buying by now, but the trip to Uganda set me back a little.  I feel less frazzled and slightly more put together  knowing that I have at least “started” the process.
  • I’ve also been finalizing my Project 333 Winter Wardrobe, which I guess will technically start up on December 1st.  My Fall Project 333 Wardrobe was so useful that I’ve decided to keep it going.  I’ve actually had to purchase a couple of new items for Winter — a simple black dress for those winter parties, a new winter dress coat because my old had just gotten way too big, and some boots because ballet flats just don’t make the cut in an Ohio winter!  Overall, I LOVE this new found wardrobe simplicity!

If there is one theme that is reinforced every time I travel to Uganda, it is this:  Less is often much, much more!  It is so easy to complicate everything we do — indeed, everything we are — but we don’t have to live life with such a fast-paced, consumeristic, multitasking mindset.  We don’t have to buy more, do more, or eat more to enjoy the perfection, and true purpose, of this season.  It’s probably very good, and by His design, that this is fresh on my mind as we go into the holiday season with it’s tendencies towards abundance and indulgence.

Sometimes keeping life simple, small, and singularly focused is infinitely more pleasant and can make a far deeper impact.

Small isn’t what keeps us from that grand vision.

Small is what keeps us for that grand vision.

~ Lysa TerKeurst

“Don’t Despise the Small”

simplifying my wardrobe & packing for uganda

That’s my carry-on bag… a bit OCD isn’t it?!  We are leaving for Uganda very soon, and I think I may finally have everything ready to go.  I’ve been so busy enjoying – rather, savoring – Autumn in Ohio that the trip has been steadily and somewhat silently  creeping up on me.  When my new packing cubes arrived last week, I realized I had better start getting my things together.

Packing for a trip like this is always a tricky task.  There are so many gifts and ministry supplies to consider and of course my personal items and camera equipment, and all of that must fit within the airlines’ luggage restrictions. Not an easy task.  This year alone we are trying to fit in about 30-40 lbs of books and literature, another 25 lbs or so of electronics, and about 45 gift bags for the sponsored children we will be visiting.

What does that mean for me?  My clothing and personal items must be sufficient, but minimal.

There are many, many things I have learned during my past trips to Uganda.  Among those things are these

  1. I packed way too many clothes for my first trip back in 2008.
  2. I owned way too many clothes regardless of where I lived or where I was going.

I’ve pared down my wardrobe substantially over the past couple of years, and I am aiming to pack significantly lighter for this trip.  A lighter personal suitcase means that I can bring more useful supplies to our partners and friends in Uganda!

If you feel like your closets are out of control, too full, or just in need of some attention, I’m including a couple of links that have helped me in both of these endeavors.

  • Courtney Carver’s Project 333 ~ The idea is that you select only 33 items (including clothing, accessories, jewelry, and outerwear) to wear over a 3-month season.  This site has helped me pare down my closet over the past several months while still factoring in the significant seasonal changes I face living in the Midwest.  I am on my second season of Project 333, and I have found it to be very useful.
  • A Pair and a Spare’s How to Pack for A Holiday ~ A great visual aid for packing a well-coordinated travel wardrobe.  Before having children and becoming a stay at home mom, I traveled quite a bit for work, both internationally and domestically.  I used these basic concepts back then, and they have worked very well for me.  It gets a bit trickier when I travel to Uganda, but I don’t deviate from the idea too much.  This has helped me travel around Europe, Japan, and now Uganda for two weeks or more with just carry-on luggage.  Not an insignificant thing to consider in this age of excessive baggage fees!

If you’re interested in following along with our Uganda trip, I’ll try to update a little here, but I’ll also be updating the New Life in Uganda Blog.  Feel free to join us over there.

 

25 things i love about autumn

When I was writing the previous post, I was reminded not to let this fleeting season pass by too quickly.  Autumn is so momentary.  So glorious.  And winter arrives so soon.  And there is beauty in both, but I don’t want busyness to rob me of His glory in this season.  That is, after all, why I take pictures.

So I decided to spend the morning at Inniswood, my favorite local garden.  I snapped dozens of pictures, and while I meandered the leaf strewn paths I came up with a list of some of the things I love about Autumn.

25 Things I love about Autumn…

  1. hot ovens filled with the comfort of baked goods
  2. the daring and delicious spices that permeate the season  ~ cinnamon, allspice, nutmeg, and cloves
  3. leaves rustling in the trees, raining down on moist green grass
  4. the dashing color combination of blue skies, green grass, and red, yellow, and orange leaves
  5. the crisp, clear air
  6. the brisk, cool winds whipping leaves around
  7. the smell of leaves burning in the distance
  8. the warm, angled light
  9. simmering pots of soup on the stove
  10. homemade bread cooling on wire racks
  11. the squirrels scurrying to gather winter stores
  12. the flicker of candles scattered about a warm, cozy home
  13. the warmth of a soft cardigan
  14. scarves intricately twisted and draped over bare necks
  15. the soft, warm hues that spread over a quiet home
  16. pumpkins piled up on porch steps
  17. steaming mugs of coffee
  18. long walks down quiet trails
  19. sweet, crisp apples freshly picked
  20. lazy picnics beneath the apple trees
  21. savory pot roasts paired with potatoes and carrots
  22. playing with the kids in the ravine after school
  23. outdoor fires, smoke billowing from backyard fire pits
  24. giant leaf piles to jump in
  25. a camera at my side, ready to photograph all these wonderful autumn moments!

After writing out this list I looked back over it, and I chuckled at just how many lines involved food.  Fall is a wonderful time for food… perhaps I should take a little diversion into food photography.  Maybe.

What are your favorite things about Autumn?